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Which was the high spotlight in the past few days ?  There is no doubt that a drama which was broadcast on Television recently, cheap mlb hats, "The name of people", it shows a deep reflection on the fight against corruption.when we open wechat or blogs, even when we talked with others in leisure time, only one topic was surrounded by this drama, who is the ultimate evil boss ? how about the Dakang secretary, is he represent for good or evil ? when it was debuted it, we even keep our heart and mind into it,  as the drama past, we got a clear understanding of the episode, this is complex relationship for each actors, This is the first time that the China TV broadcast this special drama i thought, it was close to the reality in China. After President Xi was entry, more and more graft officials were punished by law in public.this is a good phenomenon.Even we got a steady thought when we ask help for government. It is terrible, but in reality sometimes. i remembered that when i applied for passport several years ago, it took me five time from work to home.Thankfully, i got it finally.There were some unnecessary procedure need to follow, reduce the procedure.i think it will benefit to us.One hand, the drama was brought about high return, on the other hand, cheap nfl jerseys, some of the old actor was also pushed on center. Dakang expression, the chief procurator of Ji which with high EQ. It is a real drama, Keeping focus on it.....

Getting blamed

I am getting blamed seriously by my father in law this morning, cheap jerseys, because of I was missing the chance go for Tomb sweeping with the family at the last weekend for my mother in law.

This is the third year of my mother in law was passed by, each year before or after of Tomb festival we will go with whole family, my father would like writing something in paper for speaking in front of tombstone to everyone, let us to know and educate us to remember our dear mom in the past how hard of her life. This year the same as plan we are going for the date at the last weekend, but unfortunately Tiger was the heart rate variability suddenly and called 120 ambulance to the hospital at last week, surely this news we would not let his father who is over 90 years old know even a little, obviously to be my first time to call 120 seriously I was corrupted I must be staying in the hospital to take care my Tiger for the dates. My daughter is a new mother and his son has been four months, cheap snapback hats, surely this family appointment I did not tell her how important it was, to be feed the baby in two or three hours of the mother, we did not ask for her accompany.
As helping by my sister in law that the operation for Tiger will be had at Thursday this week, meaning after two days later. As everybody knows that Tiger is the most respect older. To be closed to the father’s home Tiger and I walked to see his father at this morning, we did not think we were getting blamed strongly by the father, he let us sit down and talk and talk, even from Chinese culture to the history of the festival, said we did not educate my kid how to respect others who was the elder. Whatever he said, I just listened and kept silently, in fact he did not know the truth; we just worry about his healthy if he knows the truth, However, wholesale jerseys, after out of his home we see each other cannot help, but we have to accept his blames even for an hour.

hometown

Just coming back from hometown where I ever spent a happy childhood,but I really don't want to go there any more now.When I was young,we moved out of there,each time of going back there was just for parteners,younger brothers and sisters to play together,instead of staying with my elder sister at home who are much older than me and have completely different characters from mine.I didn't like to stay with her,cheap oakley sunglasses, although she would be angry with me because of that.The happiest thing for holidays was to go back hometown at that time.I missed there,many relatives there and green crops there.Sisters and brothers always looked forward for me very much.So many kinds of games and things we could do together,and everything seemed so interesting!With one family of uncle and aunt together,spent many Spring Festivals with them.Grandparents were still there.I can't remember how many times I made jiaozi with aunt only we both on the eve of Spring Festival.At that moment,I always thought how strange it was to stay with three men,a husband and two sons, everyday.A woman and three men!How boring!And now I lived with two men in my family,and I understood now the happinest thing is to stay with families,not consist in how many men or women.
When I had my job before marriage,I lost my interest to go back there,just for seeing my grandparents.Yeah,I didn't need partners for playing any more.Younger brothers and sisters already grew up as well,although our hearts were so near,we had very little to chat about when meet.
Now,all younger brothers and sisters have good jobs and married,except two.In each holiday,we won't think of each other,we are far in each other's heart.Only a warm feeling when meet,but often have no topics to chat about besides a hello and a smile.
Grandparents,parents left us.When we came back to that village now,it didn't change any better,but much older and more shabby just like the people there.Suddenly found time is so terrible!All sisters and brothers already have happy families and life in outside world,cheap nfl jerseys, I know their parents only miss their own kids. So each time of seeing the old relatives,besides a warm feeling,we waste much energy to find topics,and I wish to go back to my home as quickily as possible.Yeah,we only miss our own families.We go back to hometown just for an emotion entrustment,or say we must do,and they would also regard it a task to welcome us.
Miss the watermelon crop so much,I think there should be none.

my sweet

A few days ago,son sat on the bed and covered  the the thin quilt over his body,~smiled,suddenly,wholesale jerseys, the scene looked so similar.hh,over 12 years ago,he did the same.The old quilt followed us so many years as well.I immediately shouted:Don't move,let me took a photo.

Son asked me why I did that,I told him he had a same photo when he was young.Later,I found out that photo,many years we never moved it.
So lovely,I remembered too much about past life.it was a time full of tiredness and happiness.
From a mom who had feared"baby",feared to afford anything of a baby,to a happiest mom.It's son who makes me become strong and so independent.I made it.Not depended on others.
I love my sweet,my life renewing,who is like a comfort daughter as well as a sensible son.Talking with him while walking yesterday,I could feel that he could do better than his mom and dad in many things when he grows up.Slowly by slowly,I can low my worres on son.I know it's very necessary to let a kid experience some sense of defeat.I told him nothing serious,as long as we live healthily.He is a boy easy to drop tears,although each time he always tried his best to gulp back.He told me he never cried outside.however,he cares family's opinions and atittudes on him too much.I can understand that because I had the same procedure while growing,too.He maybe becomes a completely different boy/man in the future,I think.Try to think, still soft and close to his mom?or a tough man,never say much to his mom?A mom's imagination,hh,no matter what son will be like in the future.the only wish of mine is that he shoud be happy and healthy forever.
Watching the two photos,cheap mlb hats, seeing the time changing. The same quilt, the same smile,the same happiness,but the different times.
To accompany me aging,my baby,
To accompany you growing slowly~

a clean freak of mind

It's a little easier for everyone to change his daily habits,but very hard to change his thinkings,or maybe he doesn't wanna change it at all.

At the beginning,cheap jerseys, I simplily thought it was the most important thing to please everyone around,try to make others happy to accept me.In my heart of that moment.I seldom felt there were much evilness in life.I would think I was so good if others gave me a smile face everyday.I have ever said to husband after marriage I have had the best groups and all who I met were so good to me.Those years,I didn't understand a word"benefit".
I think I am not good now.Because I knew how to see others who were acting under benefit.Everything happens,I will wonder what benefit causes it.Yeah,happenings all have whys.After some disappointments,I can't easily believe others,because not only everyone is changing,but also events course is changing out of control.Now,cheap snapback hats, I will engage in autocriticism,although I don't plan to change any idea of mine.
It's me of this moment,hard to forgive others in deep heart.Even I won't care about others' comments,I only wanna to treat a man as how she treats me,if she is bad,I ,maybe worse.I don't like the word of "tolerant",in my thought,it's merely a sign of untruthfulness,.Only love can belt internal enmities,instead of momentarily forgetting.Even so,I still believe there are many honest and kind-hearted people,as well as real love in this world.I love those with pure soul,it's them and love that make life nicer.
I begin to hate those only living on benefits,although I understand benefit is anywhere in our life.However those greedy person would make me disgusted!.To be frank,fake oakley sunglasses, I really can't accept them in heart,because I still believe,the first place of living is the rightness of surviving,the second is the rightness of personality,the last one is greediness.

Where is fish

After a long departure from the homeland, a shoal of fish founded in the torrent which signals that the river recovers to vitality. It was very stinky without clean water. Now it comes to be normal as same as what it was before it was badly polluted.

The awareness of environment protection has somehow alerted people’s caution about the living condition. cheap oakleys, Many of land and waters face the problem of pollution in varying degree. Air quality also meets the severe issue largely influences everyone’s respiratory system and other related organs. It was rare to hear of some guys got caner decades ago; now this disease is a commonplace. Every year the morbidity of tumor has kept the increasing rate, with a huge number of patients suffer from the malignant tumor in kinds of forms.

A vivid metaphor “Getting a cancer just like catching a cold”, used to describe the trend of current situation of our living condition. Though there are many factors of disease triggering, such as sedentary office working, staying up in late night and little time on physical exercises, it obviously has a stronger connection to diseases in terms of bad environment. Particularly, those places where are highly contaminated, residents are more likely to be sick on account of exposure to polluted air, water and food.

It is now becoming an extraordinarily luxurious grace to admire bright starts and moon in a clear and tranquil night. The time of numbering stars somehow has sealed into memory as the best gift to recall. cheap jerseys, Even there is blue sky it could be just a temporary phenomenon. APEC Blue was once to depict the period when the meeting APEC held in Beijing brought people a pure blue sky which is hard to meet that kind of scene.

Just hope it will be improved better and more rivers welcome fish back.

a dream

I was half asleep, half awake. Then I was back to my hometown, at the old desolate, lonely adobe house. The time was at midnight, I did not go home to sleep but went to my neighbor’s house which was located directly behind our house with one flight of masonry stair connecting on the right side of the two houses. I could see from my neighbor’s yard that my brother was sleeping in the room where I had spent so many years of my boyhood. I was in the pitch dark, the atmosphere was suppressing, cheap nfl jerseys, bleak and sorrowful. Then from the window of my parent’s room, came a flash light guiding my way to the big, heavy wooden door of my neighbor’s house, I could not distinguish by whom who was holding the flash torch, either my mom or my dad, but it did not matter, my heart was warmed and the bleakness was diffused by the light. Then I opened the door and tried to latch it, but the latch was broken, with some tethered digital gadget hanging, a couple of disconnected wires dangling, such a weird comparison between the ancient and the modern, then I tried to find a room to sleep, but every room was closed, there were people talking behind one door, and then I find a room with the door open, I looked inside, the house was as old as ours, as damaged as every house in the village, everything appeared broken and sorrowful. It was unbearably a sad atmosphere, dismal beyond measure, I wanted to shout, but I could not make a noise, I could not even breathe, every atom of the air was solidified and motionless, then I was startled to awake from the suffocation. I checked the time, it was 2:30 Am.
Such was a weird dream of mine occurred on not an unusual night but occurred in a place on a continent almost ten thousand kilometers away from my hometown. I tried to have a grasp of the meaning of it, cheap hats, the only warm element in the dream, the flash light stood out conspicuously among all of the dreariness. The care and concern from my parents have broken the spell that was ominously looming, the dream was short and seemed nothing of significance, but my mind was in turbulence. Among many mistakes I have made in my life, the greatest one must be the one that the time I have spent with my parents after marriage had been so little that I could count the days, and the time I did spend with my parents was so uneventful and unworthy that it was nothing compared to my parents increasing kindness and increasing helplessness. My father’s receding hairline, grizzled hair has been turning white, at last gathering, I observed that his once full-mouthed teeth had lost one of front teeth under his nether lip. There was bursting of air when he was speaking which somehow made his voice hollow and not articulate. The aging process of my father had been abrupt due to the interval of gathering had been wide. He had liver problem and stomach problem, the passing away of my great auntie and the recent diagnosis of cancer of my senior uncle affected him gravely and profoundly. There was worry and there was fear in his voice when he bore me of such bad tidings.
I was on the ferry boat, which was breaking and pounding waves, bore me to the international airport of Hongkong, from thence, wholesale jerseys, the flight would take me to Ethiopia where I have been working. I called my father, he was at my brother’s home, taking care of my 11 years old niece, both of her father and mother are government officials, and both of them have been working far from the town. My mom was at the before mentioned old house in a mountain surrounded village where she was harvesting bamboo shoots, for it was the middle spring, the harvest has to be done quick before the bamboo shoots bursting into full length bamboo in no time. Over the phone, I told my father to take good care of himself and do physical check-up regularly to avoid certain diseases to become too advanced to be curable. He assured me of such should not be a concern of mine and no need of worry from my side. He then admonished me to be safe and act wise when working in Africa. I could feel the wistfulness and melancholy in his voice. The words were simple, but full of concern and care. I hung up the phone with an uncontrollable yearning to go to my parents momentarily. I wanted to quit whatever I was doing, whatever those were deemed necessary and important, I want to quit wholly and completely. From a certain perspective, they all seemed meaningless, iron cold and somehow brutal, was a career gained but at the sacrifice of a normal family life worthwhile? I keep wondering is life so hard as the family has to broke into pieces? These were tough questions which could not have a satisfactory answer at the moment. But the balance had been keep tilting towards the family.
And there were mean and selfish persons I had encountered, cheap fake oakleys, there were distressful and painful moments I had experienced, but the image of my parents and the old house have always been the surest way to give me comfort, courage, and a serenity of mind. The torch light from the window of my parent’s room, though appeared in my half awoken dream, is actually real physically in that they have been giving me light and direction, always a way out at some darkest moments. The emotional debt to my parents is getting heavier and becoming more and more imminent with each of the passing day, the dream is a sign for me to do something to make a change before it was too late. An peaceful night should be, was thus startled into a sleepless one by such a dashing and intruding dream,  a dream of no complex plot, but bit of weirdo, very thought provoking, bearing so much meaning, ominously, auspiciously, or promisingly, can’t tell for sure, but an enlightening moment for sure, a glaring light of warning was shed profoundly on the status quo of my family relations. A lot of heavy thinking to do, and a lot of meticulous planning for the future to be worked out, cheap snapback hats, the remaining of night was thus ruined for sleep and to be spent in such an unexpected and meaningful way……….