Wednesday, April 26, 2017

hometown

Just coming back from hometown where I ever spent a happy childhood,but I really don't want to go there any more now.When I was young,we moved out of there,each time of going back there was just for parteners,younger brothers and sisters to play together,instead of staying with my elder sister at home who are much older than me and have completely different characters from mine.I didn't like to stay with her,cheap oakley sunglasses, although she would be angry with me because of that.The happiest thing for holidays was to go back hometown at that time.I missed there,many relatives there and green crops there.Sisters and brothers always looked forward for me very much.So many kinds of games and things we could do together,and everything seemed so interesting!With one family of uncle and aunt together,spent many Spring Festivals with them.Grandparents were still there.I can't remember how many times I made jiaozi with aunt only we both on the eve of Spring Festival.At that moment,I always thought how strange it was to stay with three men,a husband and two sons, everyday.A woman and three men!How boring!And now I lived with two men in my family,and I understood now the happinest thing is to stay with families,not consist in how many men or women.
When I had my job before marriage,I lost my interest to go back there,just for seeing my grandparents.Yeah,I didn't need partners for playing any more.Younger brothers and sisters already grew up as well,although our hearts were so near,we had very little to chat about when meet.
Now,all younger brothers and sisters have good jobs and married,except two.In each holiday,we won't think of each other,we are far in each other's heart.Only a warm feeling when meet,but often have no topics to chat about besides a hello and a smile.
Grandparents,parents left us.When we came back to that village now,it didn't change any better,but much older and more shabby just like the people there.Suddenly found time is so terrible!All sisters and brothers already have happy families and life in outside world,cheap nfl jerseys, I know their parents only miss their own kids. So each time of seeing the old relatives,besides a warm feeling,we waste much energy to find topics,and I wish to go back to my home as quickily as possible.Yeah,we only miss our own families.We go back to hometown just for an emotion entrustment,or say we must do,and they would also regard it a task to welcome us.
Miss the watermelon crop so much,I think there should be none.

my sweet

A few days ago,son sat on the bed and covered  the the thin quilt over his body,~smiled,suddenly,wholesale jerseys, the scene looked so similar.hh,over 12 years ago,he did the same.The old quilt followed us so many years as well.I immediately shouted:Don't move,let me took a photo.
Son asked me why I did that,I told him he had a same photo when he was young.Later,I found out that photo,many years we never moved it.
So lovely,I remembered too much about past life.it was a time full of tiredness and happiness.
From a mom who had feared"baby",feared to afford anything of a baby,to a happiest mom.It's son who makes me become strong and so independent.I made it.Not depended on others.
I love my sweet,my life renewing,who is like a comfort daughter as well as a sensible son.Talking with him while walking yesterday,I could feel that he could do better than his mom and dad in many things when he grows up.Slowly by slowly,I can low my worres on son.I know it's very necessary to let a kid experience some sense of defeat.I told him nothing serious,as long as we live healthily.He is a boy easy to drop tears,although each time he always tried his best to gulp back.He told me he never cried outside.however,he cares family's opinions and atittudes on him too much.I can understand that because I had the same procedure while growing,too.He maybe becomes a completely different boy/man in the future,I think.Try to think, still soft and close to his mom?or a tough man,never say much to his mom?A mom's imagination,hh,no matter what son will be like in the future.the only wish of mine is that he shoud be happy and healthy forever.
Watching the two photos,cheap mlb hats, seeing the time changing. The same quilt, the same smile,the same happiness,but the different times.
To accompany me aging,my baby,
To accompany you growing slowly~

a clean freak of mind

It's a little easier for everyone to change his daily habits,but very hard to change his thinkings,or maybe he doesn't wanna change it at all.
At the beginning,cheap jerseys, I simplily thought it was the most important thing to please everyone around,try to make others happy to accept me.In my heart of that moment.I seldom felt there were much evilness in life.I would think I was so good if others gave me a smile face everyday.I have ever said to husband after marriage I have had the best groups and all who I met were so good to me.Those years,I didn't understand a word"benefit".
I think I am not good now.Because I knew how to see others who were acting under benefit.Everything happens,I will wonder what benefit causes it.Yeah,happenings all have whys.After some disappointments,I can't easily believe others,because not only everyone is changing,but also events course is changing out of control.Now,cheap snapback hats, I will engage in autocriticism,although I don't plan to change any idea of mine.
It's me of this moment,hard to forgive others in deep heart.Even I won't care about others' comments,I only wanna to treat a man as how she treats me,if she is bad,I ,maybe worse.I don't like the word of "tolerant",in my thought,it's merely a sign of untruthfulness,.Only love can belt internal enmities,instead of momentarily forgetting.Even so,I still believe there are many honest and kind-hearted people,as well as real love in this world.I love those with pure soul,it's them and love that make life nicer.
I begin to hate those only living on benefits,although I understand benefit is anywhere in our life.However those greedy person would make me disgusted!.To be frank,fake oakley sunglasses, I really can't accept them in heart,because I still believe,the first place of living is the rightness of surviving,the second is the rightness of personality,the last one is greediness.

Tuesday, April 18, 2017

Where is fish

After a long departure from the homeland, a shoal of fish founded in the torrent which signals that the river recovers to vitality. It was very stinky without clean water. Now it comes to be normal as same as what it was before it was badly polluted.

The awareness of environment protection has somehow alerted people’s caution about the living condition. cheap oakleys, Many of land and waters face the problem of pollution in varying degree. Air quality also meets the severe issue largely influences everyone’s respiratory system and other related organs. It was rare to hear of some guys got caner decades ago; now this disease is a commonplace. Every year the morbidity of tumor has kept the increasing rate, with a huge number of patients suffer from the malignant tumor in kinds of forms.

A vivid metaphor “Getting a cancer just like catching a cold”, used to describe the trend of current situation of our living condition. Though there are many factors of disease triggering, such as sedentary office working, staying up in late night and little time on physical exercises, it obviously has a stronger connection to diseases in terms of bad environment. Particularly, those places where are highly contaminated, residents are more likely to be sick on account of exposure to polluted air, water and food.

It is now becoming an extraordinarily luxurious grace to admire bright starts and moon in a clear and tranquil night. The time of numbering stars somehow has sealed into memory as the best gift to recall. cheap jerseys, Even there is blue sky it could be just a temporary phenomenon. APEC Blue was once to depict the period when the meeting APEC held in Beijing brought people a pure blue sky which is hard to meet that kind of scene.

Just hope it will be improved better and more rivers welcome fish back.

a dream

I was half asleep, half awake. Then I was back to my hometown, at the old desolate, lonely adobe house. The time was at midnight, I did not go home to sleep but went to my neighbor’s house which was located directly behind our house with one flight of masonry stair connecting on the right side of the two houses. I could see from my neighbor’s yard that my brother was sleeping in the room where I had spent so many years of my boyhood. I was in the pitch dark, the atmosphere was suppressing, cheap nfl jerseys, bleak and sorrowful. Then from the window of my parent’s room, came a flash light guiding my way to the big, heavy wooden door of my neighbor’s house, I could not distinguish by whom who was holding the flash torch, either my mom or my dad, but it did not matter, my heart was warmed and the bleakness was diffused by the light. Then I opened the door and tried to latch it, but the latch was broken, with some tethered digital gadget hanging, a couple of disconnected wires dangling, such a weird comparison between the ancient and the modern, then I tried to find a room to sleep, but every room was closed, there were people talking behind one door, and then I find a room with the door open, I looked inside, the house was as old as ours, as damaged as every house in the village, everything appeared broken and sorrowful. It was unbearably a sad atmosphere, dismal beyond measure, I wanted to shout, but I could not make a noise, I could not even breathe, every atom of the air was solidified and motionless, then I was startled to awake from the suffocation. I checked the time, it was 2:30 Am.
Such was a weird dream of mine occurred on not an unusual night but occurred in a place on a continent almost ten thousand kilometers away from my hometown. I tried to have a grasp of the meaning of it, cheap hats, the only warm element in the dream, the flash light stood out conspicuously among all of the dreariness. The care and concern from my parents have broken the spell that was ominously looming, the dream was short and seemed nothing of significance, but my mind was in turbulence. Among many mistakes I have made in my life, the greatest one must be the one that the time I have spent with my parents after marriage had been so little that I could count the days, and the time I did spend with my parents was so uneventful and unworthy that it was nothing compared to my parents increasing kindness and increasing helplessness. My father’s receding hairline, grizzled hair has been turning white, at last gathering, I observed that his once full-mouthed teeth had lost one of front teeth under his nether lip. There was bursting of air when he was speaking which somehow made his voice hollow and not articulate. The aging process of my father had been abrupt due to the interval of gathering had been wide. He had liver problem and stomach problem, the passing away of my great auntie and the recent diagnosis of cancer of my senior uncle affected him gravely and profoundly. There was worry and there was fear in his voice when he bore me of such bad tidings.
I was on the ferry boat, which was breaking and pounding waves, bore me to the international airport of Hongkong, from thence, wholesale jerseys, the flight would take me to Ethiopia where I have been working. I called my father, he was at my brother’s home, taking care of my 11 years old niece, both of her father and mother are government officials, and both of them have been working far from the town. My mom was at the before mentioned old house in a mountain surrounded village where she was harvesting bamboo shoots, for it was the middle spring, the harvest has to be done quick before the bamboo shoots bursting into full length bamboo in no time. Over the phone, I told my father to take good care of himself and do physical check-up regularly to avoid certain diseases to become too advanced to be curable. He assured me of such should not be a concern of mine and no need of worry from my side. He then admonished me to be safe and act wise when working in Africa. I could feel the wistfulness and melancholy in his voice. The words were simple, but full of concern and care. I hung up the phone with an uncontrollable yearning to go to my parents momentarily. I wanted to quit whatever I was doing, whatever those were deemed necessary and important, I want to quit wholly and completely. From a certain perspective, they all seemed meaningless, iron cold and somehow brutal, was a career gained but at the sacrifice of a normal family life worthwhile? I keep wondering is life so hard as the family has to broke into pieces? These were tough questions which could not have a satisfactory answer at the moment. But the balance had been keep tilting towards the family.
And there were mean and selfish persons I had encountered, cheap fake oakleys, there were distressful and painful moments I had experienced, but the image of my parents and the old house have always been the surest way to give me comfort, courage, and a serenity of mind. The torch light from the window of my parent’s room, though appeared in my half awoken dream, is actually real physically in that they have been giving me light and direction, always a way out at some darkest moments. The emotional debt to my parents is getting heavier and becoming more and more imminent with each of the passing day, the dream is a sign for me to do something to make a change before it was too late. An peaceful night should be, was thus startled into a sleepless one by such a dashing and intruding dream,  a dream of no complex plot, but bit of weirdo, very thought provoking, bearing so much meaning, ominously, auspiciously, or promisingly, can’t tell for sure, but an enlightening moment for sure, a glaring light of warning was shed profoundly on the status quo of my family relations. A lot of heavy thinking to do, and a lot of meticulous planning for the future to be worked out, cheap snapback hats, the remaining of night was thus ruined for sleep and to be spent in such an unexpected and meaningful way……….

Sunday, April 16, 2017

Chinese National Holiday

Chinese national holiday is around the corner. As far as I am concerned, I will get 5 days holiday in total. nfl jerseys cheap, I cannot wait to see my little girl and my dear old classmates in my hometown. Some true friends will be there ,always support us and show their caring about us, although we do not contact each other frequently, indeed we appreciate the great assistance from the bottom hearts and true friendship will not fade away under no circumstances.

As time gone, we embrace some bosom friends in our life, but we cannot avoid losing some friends due to certain reasons. Sometimes I feel sad, some friends I think I care about them too much , but they seem to choose a cold attitude towards me. In this case, I have to end up the friendship with broken heart. I think I am an easy going and considerate person. I have to comfort myself, the only way to survive was to enjoy the good memories and not dwell too much on bad. We should cherish all the genuine friends in our life, cheap hats, do not take it for granted that all their kindness to you is must.

Good morning friends

I am seeing many people who are absolutely miserable in their current state. Stress and fear of the unknown can cause many to miss their blessings and opportunities. 9 out of 10 people would rather die than change. Challenge yourself to step out of your own comfort zone. Many things I have been terrified of doing, replica oakley sunglassesI accomplished so that I was not shackled down by the chains of fear. Fear is a great motivator. You want a better job then go after it. If you are not happy then fake it until you are. Perseverance is key. "You can fail doing what you don't want to do, so you might as well take a chance and do what you love.

Motivation is a catalyst of learning

Why we want to learn English? Perhaps it is one of the school curriculums, or for finding a good job, or for a variety of reasons. No matter what is in your mind, if you want to learn English continuously, cheap Oakley sunglasses, then the best way to do it is to find yourself a motivation. Because the motivation is a driving force that give you the energy to move on.
Many people only feel the needs of English, like to find a job or get a promotion. However these needs are considered as some kinds of pressure, they are definitely not enjoyments. It was why many people put these needs on the back burner because they can live without them. Basically ordinary people would not like to under stress.
Now the question is how we plan our English study to work like a charm? The key is to find a motivation that woks for you. For example: If you like to watch the English movies or sing English songs, just learn to watch it or sing it. If you like to make friends with foreigners, just join a social network and start to communicate with them. Because you aim for something you like so you will happy to go the extra mile to achieve your goal. This is what the motivation is about.
In recent years, my motivation is travel. For my travel, cheap nfl hats, I need to do lots of own researches, many practical communications, visiting local museums and exploring local cultures and so on. I had learned a lot from it and never feel run out of steam.

Looking for a job

After finishing my study, I’ve shifted my focus on looking for a job. I studied automotive engineering and I’ve applied several companies through the Internet. And because it is the period of on-campus recruitments, I plan to go back to my alma mater to attend some vehicle companies’ career talks. However, since I am living in my hometown right now, it costs me 285 yuan and more than 6 hours’ high speed rail to go to the city where my alma mater is. In addition, the accommodation fee is also a big cost.

On the other hand, I have no experience on interview before, I am afraid of group interview, especially the leaderless group discussion. Besides, nfl jerseys china, waiting for application reply is a suffering. Anyway, I am experiencing those anxiety and confusion I didn’t suffer 2 years ago, and I just hope I can get an offer before December.

Friday, April 14, 2017

An Unforgettable Experience

Instead of went home, I chose to stay in school on National Holiday.And my roommate Claire made the same choose, cheap mlb hats, too. For Claire had wanted to eat a special chips which only the McDonald's supply for a long time, we decided to go to the nearest McDonald's which located in DaChang.
We got off at the DaChang station and went there on foot. As usual, Claire's sense of direction is better than mine, so what I need to do is following her. But I found there were no other on the street except us, which confused me that would a McDonald's open in a desolate place?So I asked Claire"Is it far from us?"She answered"No."
After ten minutes,cheap oakley sunglasses, I still didn't find anyone who was walking like us. So I asked again "Will we arrive there soon?" She said "Yes."
After another ten minutes, I had forgotten how many corners we turned. There were many stores along the street and many people were doing their own work, but where was the McDonald's?
I asked her the third time "Is it really close to us?"
She answered "Yes."
"But you gave me the same answer when we got off the subway."
She didn't know what to say and took her phone out to check the map.There was still a long way to go! But as we had gone there, we had on chose. We continued our trip. After across a lot of streets, cheap nfl jerseys, we reached our destination with tiredness. There were few people in it which console me.
I have heard how delicious the special chips were from Claire for a long time, therefore I excepted it a lot. We asked a cashier for two orders of special chips, and she said it has been sold out.

The worst teacher I have ever met

The worst teacher I have ever met was my high school math teacher. He was a medium- height man who was in his thirties. He was overweight by about 20 or 30 kilograms because of his beer belly. When he was giving a class, he was given to putting a hand on his beer belly, touching it and doing a circular movement, which made him really look like a pregnant woman.
When he assigned the homework, he would grasp a piece of paper and said: ’enh, it’s just a piece of paper and you are supposed to finish it within 20 minutes.’ Nevertheless, it took us over an hour to finish it. As a result, some students decided to discuss this problem with him. But what he said was completely beyond our imagination. He said very arrogantly:’ that’s because you are too bad at math,wholesale jerseys, I can finish it within 20 minutes.’ His response annoyed everyone in the class while he did not realize it. That was just one of those irresponsible things he did.
As far as I am concerned, he was so cold, arrogant and irresponsible that he could not become a qualified teacher. A good teacher should not only be proficient in what he teaches, but also set examples for students by what he says and what he does.

How To Lose Weight Healthily

I never want to admit that I am no more a freshman but a sophomore with fat figure. It's high time that I should chase a perfect figure. Fortunately, I am not alone and it reduces the difficulty in dieting. However, if we just rely on dieting,it may cause many side effects such as loose and dark skin, nourishment dificiency. As a foodie, it's impossible for me to abandon delicious food for such a long time, fake oakley sunglasses, not to mention skipping dinner and starving to go to sleep.
Thus l draw my attention to another way of losing weight. Exercising may be the first choice. While each coin has two sides. Although exercise can promote blood circulation and make our skin become elastic. On the other hand, excessive exercise can strengthen our muscles and threaten our safety. All in all, its advantages outweigh its disadvantages.
I prefer to combine two ways so that we could receive twice the results with half the effort

The most unpleasant dream

When it comes to the most unpleasant dream in my life my memories rush back to 3 years ago when I was a student of grade 2 in senior high school.
That was a rainy day and I had a quarrel with my mother due to my poor performance in a significant examination. Thus,cheap jerseys, we didn't talk to each other the rest of that day. I went to bed early and dreamt a dreadful dream.
In that nightmare I went to a shopping mall with my mother. Suddenly, all the people around me, including my mother disappeared and the lights went out. I fell into the bottom of the mall. "Mom, where are you?" I yelled but there was no response. I clutched my mobile phone and switched on the flashlight. I breathed a sigh of relief as l saw there was an emergency exit.
Nevertheless, when I set out in the direction of the exit the door slammed and an eerie, frightening sound reverberated in my ears: nobody likes a student with poor grades and nobody likes a girl who disrespect her mother. You're a bad girl and you deserved to be punished.
Then, many monsters appeared and surrounded me. Fear came over me, and I rushed upstairs. All of a sudden I felt a pain in my leg as if it was bitten by a ferocious animal and I couldn't move anymore. Just as I tried to struggle to my feet in my dream l suddenly woke up with a cold sweat broke out on my forehead.
I touched my legs with scare. Fortunately, cheap snapback hats, it was merely a nightmare. The next day I made an apology to my mother and promised that I will study harder to gain a better academic performance.
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